Thursday, February 2, 2012

Uncle Wilbur



2001

I peeled the bright sticker from it's backing, and the stiff edge slid underneath my fingernails. 
"Here," I said, and laughed shyly.
The man with white hair leaned down toward me, and my toes held me up as I reached toward his cap. I pressed the shiny sticker onto the blue front and rested back on my heels.
"Perfect," he said, patting the tip of his hat. "That's just right."

2002

He lifted the faded cap off his head. "See?" he said to me. "It's still here." His voice sank to a conspiratorial whisper. "My wife wants to wash it, but then it'll come off." 
He pointed to the peeling edges of the rainbow colored sticker. "It's still there!" he said again to assure me, and I nodded happily.

2004

I stood taller, shyer, and listened as he said goodbye to them. My teeth bit the edge of my lips, until he looked at me and smiled.
"The sticker came off," he said regretfully, and I nodded.
"That's okay," I said. He remembered!
"I tried to stick it back on," he explained, "but it wouldn't stay."
I ran to the van, scrambling back into my row. I yanked out my bag, rummaging wildly between the books and paper. There they are. I jumped out of the van and spied his retreating figure walking up the hill with his cane. I ran to catch up, pulling to a stop beside him.
"Here," I said, and laughed happily as I pushed the yellow sticker onto his brown cap.

2007

I sat next to his lawn chair on the porch.
"I have hot chocolate," he said, smiling. "Do you like hot chocolate?"
"Yeah," I said, laughing.
"I like it when there's marshmallows in it," he said in a confiding voice. "The little soft ones, that when you swallow they go down like--" he tilted his neck down and gulped dramatically as he popped up his head, and he made me laugh again.
I looked out at the sunlit lawn. "I think we have to go," I said, standing slowly and looking at his bare cap and plaid shirt.
Leaning over, I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. As I let go, he sat forward and kissed my cheek with his smiling mouth. "That's a peck," he said. "A peck on the cheek." He squeezed my hand with his rough brown one.
"Here," I said, and laughed softly as I kissed his cheek and said goodbye.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

leaves
skimming, skittering
across dull gray road
twirling, jumping
colorless, bold
sky
blank, stretched
along silhouette sides
perfect, empty
momentum hides
wind
tearing, ripping
through skeleton trees
pulling, fierce
wildly free

Thursday, January 19, 2012

trying to find stability

Trying to find the balance
Between ignoring and too much
Between happy ignorance
and apathy

Trying to find the middle
Between goodbye and hello
Between too full
and empty

Trying to find the space
Between passable and wrong
Between giving up and chase
and losing

Saturday, January 14, 2012

worried breathing

Uneasy breath
Shaking sigh
Breathe in, breathe out
Slow

Tangled confusion
Far away answers
Just don't ever seem to
Know

Importance magnified
Consuming, thinking
Realize it isn't life or
Death

Calm, still
Let go, release it
Let out a slow, steady
Breath

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Old

I haven’t met you
But you’re familiar
I’ve seen the kindness in your face before
I haven’t met you
But I know I like you
I trust your smiling, wrinkled eyes

1.7.12

Saturday, January 7, 2012

northwest travels

The night’s black, it’s dark
Strips of road lines flash by
And we’re on a conveyor belt
Straight red lights, blinking, tall
And shadows of imagined homes
The roving, circling, rotating beacon
Flashing overhead as I count seconds
Small town signs, cafes, half-lit streets
Roads I’ve traveled more times than you

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Smoke seeping from the ground
Curling skywards through the ashes
Graying air, still, cold
Black branches